This past lunar cycle brought up an incredible amount of feminine resentment around caring for the toxic masculine “man-child.” Both the New and Full Moon aspected Chiron (wound, healing), which happens to be on my S Node (karmic past) + Eris (goddess of discord, feminine Mars).
When planets kiss my S Node, I tune into resonant aspects, parts of Self in other spaces and places along this timeline, as well as other past/future/parallel lives, and other dimensions.
…I feel the resentment my Mother (Moon, Cancer) felt for having to care for her younger siblings, and the resentment projected on to her for existing altogether. I also feel her resenting my wild inner child resonating with her rage-a-holic Father’s normalized tantrums (Father, shadow Capricorn).
I feel Sekhmet descending to restore balance, while Eris burns the motherf*(ker down.
….Pluto in the last degrees of Capricorn + the US Pluto return; the patriarchal foundation upon which this country, and its outmoded systems were built, is cracked open. Sun, ego mind in Capricorn conjunct Pluto, the destroyer, has traversed the territory recently under review by Mercury…
Venus is square Uranus, the planet of awakening and the Nodes of Fate⚡️Vesta, the Priestess is conjunct Neptune, ruler of the Galactic Sea, in Pisces, the sign of healing, compassion, spirituality. And Juno, the soul mate and 1:1 partner, is conjunct her lover, Jupiter, expanding horizons, elevating perspective in Aries, the sign of the Self.
I’m contemplating care economy vs domination culture. Interdependence vs the illusion of independence. Unraveling generational wounding. Stepping out of victim consciousness. Unplugging patriarchy. Holding space for the rage and rise of the repressed feminine ❤️🔥
Sound Alchemy
I played this alchemical sound meditation in honor of MLK Day. I guided meditators to silently repeat the mantra Om Shanti Shanti Shanti to cultivate a collective field of peace. Om is the primordial, unexpressed vibration of the Universe, the quantum field. Shanti is Sanskrit for peace.
Crystal singing bowls amplify intentions, much like my Voice amplifies thoughts. As you listen, focus on the mantra. If you notice your attention wandering, gently return to the mantra.